ahh i am alive i promise!! i just realized my journal from like a million years ago is still there, way too depressing..
so i thought i'd just say hello! my drawing is going down the toilet.. i seriously havn't drawn anything since like x-mas, besides those random skool girls lol, but yeah i have no idea, i've just given up!! i don't have the time!! or the patience! whats going on i don't even feel guilty that i havn't drawn, whereas usually i do..
was drawing just like a phase i went through? for a REALLY long time???
i dunno.. but meh, maybe in the holidays i'll watch some cartoons and have another crack at it

so uni's going pretty badly.. i hate almost everything about it!! engineers are hard workers.. im pretty sure if u aren't really passionate about it, and u go home every night and study for the 6 hrs per subject they recommend, then ur pretty screwed. im a prime example of it

change!! i need more change haha, i was complaining about it before, and now im BEGGING for it!! i really can't stand what im doing at the moment.. like seriously.. i can't handle it..

so anyways.. just thought i'd say hello to anyone who feels like reading this lol: hey!!! thanks for reading!!
hehe

since drawing hasn't worked out.. maybe i'll splash out on a camera and get this space moving again.. maybe

we'll see!!
free virtual hugs to you all! especially to one girl in particular.. sigh